WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!!!

OH GOD I AM SO EXCITED!!! ITS WONDERFUL! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WELL AS SAID BEFORE I WAS REALLY LATE AND WASNT SURE. WEDNESDAY NIGHT WE TOOK A TEST AND IT WAS ONE FAINT LINE AND ONE SOLID LINE. THEN THURSDAY MORNING I TOOK ANOTHER AND 2 LINES IT WAS!!!! I WENT TO THE DOCTOR YESTERDAY TO HAVE A BLOOD TEST JUST TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OK AND TO SCHEDULE MY FIRST APPT!!! I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT! UNEXPECTED YES BUT WE ARE SO EXCITED! I AM SCARED TO TELL MY PARENTS! THAT IS GOING TO BE A MOMENT! IT MAKES ME SAD BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE CAN TELL THEIR FAMILIES AND THEY WILL BE HAPPY AND EXCITED AND IMMEDIATELY START PLANNING!

YOU SEE...IT HAS BEEN ROUGH ON MY PARENTS BECAUSE TEREANCE AND I ARE INTERRACIAL..OBVIOUSLY....AND THAT IS NEW FOR THEM. THINGS WERE ROCKY WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING AND MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS DWINDLED IN THE TIME. NOT THAT I AM PROUD OF THAT BUT I NEEDED TO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING AND FIGURE OUT HOW I WAS GOING TO PUT THE 2 TOGETHER AND JUST BE HAPPY! WELL THIS YEAR THAT HAS HAPPENED! I HAVE MATURED AND GROWN! TEREANCE AND I ARE CRAZY ABOUT EACH OTHER AND THINGS ARE GOING SO WELL FOR US! HE ATTENDED THANKSGIVING WITH MY FAMILY AT MY SISTERS HOUSE...THIS WAS HUGE!!! AND WE ARE GOING TO MY PARENTS TOMORROW FOR CHRISTMAS WITH THEM!

TEREANCE'S FAMILY OF COURSE IS EXCITED! I AM SO GLAD THAT WE ALWAYS KNOW THAT ONE SIDE IS GOING TO BE SUPPORTIVE! SOMETIMES I JUST WISH THAT WAS MY SIDE! BUT THINGS ARE ALWAYS EASY AND PEOPLE DONT ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU WANT THEM TO! I LOVE MY FAMILY WITH ALL MY HEART! MY MOM IS SO AMAZING! I JUST WISH THAT SHE WOULD WANT THIS AS MUCH AS I DO! MAKES ME SAD!

BUT A CHILD IS A BLESSING FROM GOD! I HAVE THE BEST MAN AND HE IS GOING TO BE THE GREATEST FATHER! I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THIS AND WE ARE PRAYING FOR A HEALTHY PREGNANCY AND FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER US AND GUIDE US!

WE ARE LOOKING TO MOVE IN FEBRUARY TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND BETTER! OUT DOGGIES NEED A BIG YARD AND NOW WITH THE BABY ON THE WAY THEY DEF NEED ONE! DEISEL IS A FREAK AND HE NEEDS TO RUN ALL THE TIME! LOL:) I SERIOUSLY THINK SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THAT DOG! HE IS MISSING SOME PARTS OF HIS BRAIN! BUT NON THE LESS HE IS MY BABY FOR NOW AND LOVES HIS MAMA! I LOVE HIM TOO! JASMAINE IS GETTING OLD! LOL:) SHE IS A BITTY! BUT I LOVE HER TOO! SHE IS DADDY'S BABY GIRL!

I LIKE WRITING IN THIS BLOG! I REALLY DONT EVEN THINK ANYONE READS IT...BUT EITHER WAY ITS REALLY THERAPUTIC! I AM GLAD TO HAVE SOMEWHERE TO VENT! SO YES MAYBE I AM CRAZY FOR DOING ON THE INTERNET BUT HEY.....I GOTTA GET SOME OF THIS OFF MY CHEST!

AGAIN I AM SO ECSTATIC ABOUT MY PRECIOUS BUNDLE OF JOY! I HOPE WE HAVE A GIRL! BUT A HEALTHY BABY IS ALL I WANT! GOD IS GREAT!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND GOD BLESS,

LOVE,
KELLS