Life In General!

So I am now almost 30 weeks pregnant and let me just tell you that my hormones have completely gone bazerk!!!!! I laugh, cry, scream, sulk, and all of the above. You name the emotion, I am giving out examples of it! I am most of the time MAD! I can't stand the way people drive. I want to get out of the car and knock on their window, and when they roll it down......I WANT TO SLAP THEM!! I invision it all the time! SERIOUSLY! Every morning I talk to my mom on the phone while we drive to work and I am constantly bitching about North Texas Drivers! COME ON PEOPLE!!! STEP ON THE DAMN GAS!! (you see my frustration). Tereance gets on my last nerve half of the time because he doesn't understand what it's like to be a blimp, and he really doesn't offer much help. Don't get me wrong, if I need him to help me do something he does it. But I have to ask. I hope one day he will just offer it up on his own! We'll see!

I am always checking my blog daily! I read Jenn's blog about baby Jude every day! I am addicted! Today I followed one of the blogs that she follows for a little girl names Maddie. I am devistated for this mother! I can only imagine what she is going through! As I was reading this blog through tear filled eyes, I was just thinking about my life, and my baby girl. I think about what type of life she will have and how she will be. I think about the things that I take for granted and the issues that I have during this pregnancy, which are far from health issues. I think that instead of me always worrying about dumb things, I should be so blessed and thankful that I am healthy and that my baby is healthy! You never know what can happen in life! Tomorrow is not promised! Here one day, gone the next! I am so happy to be pregnant and I know that we are going to be fine! But you just can't help but to be grateful that you haven't had any issues and that you more than likely will not. Life is so scary! Being an adult is so scary! Becoming a mother is so scary, and yet sooo exciting!

I just pray that these mother's that go through these tragic life experiences, or who lose their child, or who have to watch their child be in pain, are given the strength to realize how special they are for being chosen to have this life! It takes a special woman to be strong for that child. These blogs that I read just touch my heart! So more power to all of you! May God give you strength, and your familes strength! May you see all the good that you do! Your are truely beautfiul people! I am truely inspired by you!

I am really excited about my baby girl!!! I can't wait to get her nursery set up, and to wash all of her clothes! (i just wanted to state this) LOL:) Have a great week everyone!!

God Bless,
Kells

Happy Sunday! I am 24 weeks now and I can't believe it! I am so excited! I can't wait for my baby shower! I am so blessed that I get to be a mommy!

Well I have my next appt on Friday May 1st! I love hearing that sweet sound! The name that I have decided on is Mya. Tereance on the other hand, not so much! He says its too common! Whatever! What does he know! lol:) He does like Tatum though. I love this name! We are struggling with a middle name. We have Lynn, Jordynn, Janelle, or Jean. There are some others too! Hopefully we will be able to come to an agreement!

As it is very exciting that I am 24 weeks today, My grandmother is terminally ill. I have always been a part of her life but we have never really been that close. She is my Dad's mom and she is very sick! Last week she was FINE! Then she got a cold, and just wasn't eating! She really never eats. She is 80 years old and she weighs maybe 75 pound soaking wet! She drinks like a 250 pound man and smokes cigarette after cigarette! She is a feisty one!

Well she has COPD! Not sure what is stands for but it is very serious Emphazyma. (sp) So when she got this cold, she was using all her energy to breathe that is was just making her so weak! She was of course, admitted to the hospital and they put her on some steriods! Then it was all down hill from there. She stopped being able to focus on things, and then she didnt know who anyone was. Now she is incoharant (sp) and they are giving her a few days, maybe a week to live.

It's just sad because I know my Dad is so sad and it just breaks my heart for him! I just pray that God gives her the strength she needs to pass peacefully because she did come too yesterday and said she was scared! It was soooo sad! Its just sad when you loose a loved one, and especially when you have to watch them die! So just keep her in your prayers! I pray my Dad has the strength for what is in store! They have released her from the hospital and she is at my parents house on hospice! She has an oxygen mask because she can't breathe without it. she turns blue. That is what is going on in my life! I am sad but still very blessed!

I am just keeping up my spirits and making sure that I am ok for my baby! I know things happen for a reason and that this will be better for her! Just an update and great venting session! Thanks for reading!

God Bless,

Love,

Kells

WE ARE HAVING A BABY GIRL!!!!!

I am so excited! We had our doctor appt yesterday and we arrived at 9:55 for our 10am appt! It was great! I have only gained 4 pounds this time which is AWESOME!!!! Baby girl weighs 13 ounces! She is measuring perfect and is just already the most precious thing ever! She is a wiggle worm! She was all over the place!

Daddy is a little sad because he wanted a boy and he is going to get his heart broken by his daughter! She will have him wrapped around her finger! I already know it! I can't wait! lol:) She is going to be gorgeous! I am already sooo in love!

I wanted to update everyone! I will post sono pics when my freakin cam on my phone starts working! Love you all! God bless!

Love always,
Kells

WHAT GOING ON IN OUR LIFE'S?

So we have had alot going on and alot changing in the last few months. We got our first house! its wonderful! I have pics posted on Facebook and Myspace! I will post some on here at the end of this blog! It is so awesome! I am so glad that we have room for our little one, and that our dogs have a backyard! They love it! They never want to come in! They are so much more calm and just healthy!

We find out next Thursday what the sex of our bundle is going to be! I just can't wait! I think its going to be a girl but we shall see! Once we find out we can start the set up of the Nursery! I can't wait! Its going to be soooo sweet! I just am ecstatic to be a mother! I am excited for Tereance to be a father! We are going to be a family! I know that Tereance is going to be an amazing father!

My mom is finally getting excited! She is too cute! She bought me the first items for the baby! We got a diaper bag and 2 blankets! Amazing blankets at that! And some cute little white shirts! They are sooo precious! I can't wait to have a little body to put in them! Tereance's family is excited! This is our first child and his nephews are 5 and 6 so they are glad to have a new baby to watch get big!

With all the crazy things that happen in life and the stressful events, you must always remember that you are blessed! God has his hands on you and I know for sure that he is always watching over us, because without him I'm not sure where I would be! So Amen to that! Well I will post again when we find out! I will put some belly pics soon! Love you all!

God Bless,
Kells

UPDATE!!!

So I know its been awhile since I have blogged! I am now 17 weeks prego! Everything is going great! Still no morning sickness or anything! Thank goodness! I def have heartburn!! oh my do I ever! lol:)

We find out on April 2nd what we are having! I just want a healthy baby! Things are going smoothe so far! I went to the doctor on Wednesday and everything is normal! Still have that strong heartbeat! Then on Wednesday night when I got home from a LONG day and took off my shoes and socks.....MY ANKLES WERE HUGE!!!! So I have to elevate them now! lol:) I officially have kankles sometimes! not cute!

I got a baby bed from my cousin! She is awesome! We got a Eddie Bauer high chair and a cute little swing! I am so excited! I just can't wait to know what our little precious is going to be! I am now having to sleep on my side, and let me tell you.....I am not used to this! I def miss sleeping on my belly! I wake up atleast 2 times a night to pee! Its really annoying! lol:) I am saying goodbye to my lovely sleep already! goodness! It is def worth it! It seems like everyone is pregnant these days! I know atleast 6 girls that are preggers! Goodness! Its such a wonderful blessing!

Tereance and I got a house in Arlington and we moved in a week ago! I have nothing set up...lol and I really need to get on that because its a MESS! but goodness...I am tired! and def lazy! lol:) So my goal is to get that done tonight and tomorrow so I can post some photos for you all! We shall see! Well that is about all that is going on in the Govan house hold!

May everyone have a blessed weekend! Love you all!

Love,
Kells

just feeling like rambling....

So today work is crazy! I am a manager at an internet company in Los Colinas. I manage a team of 7 employees on their performance and everything else. Sometimes it is so stressful! I love it though! But man! Today is just draining! This week is draining and its only Tuesday!



On a lighter not...well not really! Tereance and I are house hunting. Its fun! But crazy! so much to do! We dont have alot of time! I think we found one but we are waiting! and then waiting some more! I really pray it all works out because this baby deserves the best that it's parents have! Our dogs deserve a yard and my husband and I deserve something nice for a change! Our life has been difficult to say the least! We are so blessed though because by God's grace and his grace only we are both still here! We are together and happy! Despite what all said!



I am officially 10 weeks and 3 days pregnant! 2 more weeks and a few days and the first trimester is over! My next doctor's appt is February 13th and I get to hear the heartbeat again! I love that sound! Then the appt after that is the sex finding out! How exciting! I am so excited about being pregnant! Its so wonderful! I have been blessed for no sickness and pretty easy pregnancy so far! Thank you God! Let's hope it stays this way till labor! lol:)



Well the day is almost over! Thank goodness! I worked late today! I am beat! Time to go home and kick up my paws! lol:) See the hubbs and relax! I love you all! Thanks for listening to my randomness! God Bless and oh......WE MADE HISTORY TODAY! BARACK OBAMA IS OFFICIALLY PRESIDENT! SO AMAZING! GOD IS GOOD!! LET'S HOPE THIS IS THE BEST LIKE I THINK ITS GOING TO BE!

love,
Kells

Doc Appt Update!!

So we went to the Doc yesterday and had some blood work done. I got lots of books to read and some more prenatal vitamins! I got a prescription for them and lots of helpful information. It was so exciting!

Tereance and I met at home and road together to the appt! He was a nerd the whole time and was horrified at the vaginal exam! Bahaha! But he was a good sport and I am so glad that he came with me to the appt! I just love him! He is going to be such a good father! We heard that precious sound of the baby's heartbeat and got some pictures! It was so sweet! I was so mezmorized! I can't believe I have this little life growing inside of me! What an amazing experience this is going to be!

We set up to have a test for mental retardation and some other things, but I don't think I am going to have it done. They can be false negative and just scarey! I want my baby either way so I think we are going to just pray for a healthy and happy baby! I am confident that we will have both of those! I know this is going to be a great journey and I am so excited! My next appt is February 13th and then in March we find out the sex of the baby! That will be the greatest one!

TGIF!!!

I am so glad that it is Friday! So on Monday we here the hearbeat of our beautiful little miracle that God has blessed us with! I just want it to be Monday! It seems like its taking forever to get there! I mean seriously! I still dont feel pregnant! Except for that today I am very hormonal! I am irritated! lol:) and I really want to go back to sleep! I still am having no morning sickness or anything!

I can't believe I am going to have a baby! Its just amazing! I am emotional though! I have noticed that! I am 8 1/2 weeks now and will be 9 weeks on Sunday! I am almost out of the woods! Just 3 more weeks! I can't wait to get a belly! Its going to be great! Tereance is excited! I don't think it has quite hit him yet! Im sure on Monday it will! Because we dont feel pregnant and can't see it! It's very annoying! lol:)

Well I will update on Monday after the appt and let everyone know how it goes! I am so excited to be a mother! I pray that I am great and that God just lets us have a healthy baby and a healthy pregnancy! Happy 2009!!!

God Bless,
Kells

HAPPY 2009!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IS 2009!! LOTS WILL HAPPEN THIS YEAR I AM SURE! I WILL BECOME A PARENT AND MY SISTER WILL BE HAVING HER 2ND BABY! I WILL GET TO SPEND THE WHOLE YEAR WITH MY BABY AND WE CAN PUT THE HORRORS OF 2008 BEHIND US!

MOST PEOPLE DONT KNOW ALOT ABOUT WHAT THAT YEAR WAS LIKE FOR ME, BUT LETS JUST SAY IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT FOR MOST OF IT! I STRUGGLED AND WAS SAD ALOT! MY GIRLS BROUGHT ME THROUGH AND I MADE IT! THANK GOODNESS! I BUILT A STRONGER RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST AND HE HAS MADE ME WHO I AM! I HAVE SO MUCH GROWING TO DO WITH GOD BUT I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HIS SUPPORT AND STRENGTH! HE REALLY WILL PULL YOU THROUGH ANYTHING! ITS SO HARD SOMETIMES BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP YOUR FAITH! ITS REALLY HARD WHEN IT SEEMS THAT NOTHING IS GOING YOUR WAY! BUT IT SURE DOES COME AROUND AND GET BETTER! BELIEVE THAT!

ON ANOTHER NOTE...I AM REALLY SAD THAT I AM AT WORK TODAY! I HAD REQUESTED OFF AND OF COURSE IT GOT DENIED! UGH! SO I AM HERE! I AM TIRED! I AM ALWAYS TIRED! ALL I EVER WANNA DO IS SLEEP! ITS CRAZY! I JUST PRAY THAT WE HAVE NO MORE BAD THINGS HAPPEN LIKE THEY DID IN 07 AND CARRIED OVER TO LAST YEAR! I PRAY WE STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY AND ON THE RIGHT TRACK!

WELL I AM DONE BLABBING! HAPPY NEW YEAR AND GOD BLESS!!!

LOVE,
KELLS