A short update!!

So I have started an new trend with my girls and my sister! My best friends and I have started a blog about our adventures in motherhood! We will be sharing our trials and tribulations as we embark on this scary and amazing journey! IT is SO cute! Please follow along with!

http://4sidesofmotherhood.blogspot.com/

Its been so long since I have updated my blog! I keep up with everyone Else's blog but my own! So much has happened since the last time I updated this thing!

As you can see I have a healthy 6 1/2 month old baby girl! She will be 7 months on the 14th! She is the light of my life! She is absolutely gorgeous and FULL of personality! She is my sidekick! Mya laughs, and giggles and screams! She LOVES sponge bob and her bounce bounce seat! She is sitting all by herself with no help, and sometimes I think she will walk before she crawls!

Tereance and I are blessed by this little angel! She always puts a smile on our faces! She is one happy girl! She weighs 17 1/2 pounds and is 24 3/4 long! She is in the 75th percentile for her weight and height....and...dun dun dun.....90th percentile for her fat wittle head! lol:) She goes to daycare and she loves her teacher which I am so glad about! I didn't want to put her in daycare but mommy and daddy both work full time and we don't have other options! I sure wish my mom still lived in Flower Mound!

My bestest girlfriend had a little girl in December so Mya already has a best friend! I am so in love with my daughter! She is the reason for everything I do! I never knew how much I would change until I brought her into this world! I have grown so much and I am learning so much! I don't know if we are going to have anymore cause these little boogers are work! Lol:) But if they are as amazing as Mya...I could have a dozen! lol:)

Labor with Mya was AWFUL! My epidural wore off at a 7 and so I went all natural!!! OH MY!! Talk about some pain! I was in labor for 14 1/2 hours and she weighed 7lbs 2oz and was 19 1/2 inches long! I never updated on here when I had her so I thought I would share my experience! Life is moving fast and I sure am trying to savor every moment with my precious baby girl!

Life In General!

So I am now almost 30 weeks pregnant and let me just tell you that my hormones have completely gone bazerk!!!!! I laugh, cry, scream, sulk, and all of the above. You name the emotion, I am giving out examples of it! I am most of the time MAD! I can't stand the way people drive. I want to get out of the car and knock on their window, and when they roll it down......I WANT TO SLAP THEM!! I invision it all the time! SERIOUSLY! Every morning I talk to my mom on the phone while we drive to work and I am constantly bitching about North Texas Drivers! COME ON PEOPLE!!! STEP ON THE DAMN GAS!! (you see my frustration). Tereance gets on my last nerve half of the time because he doesn't understand what it's like to be a blimp, and he really doesn't offer much help. Don't get me wrong, if I need him to help me do something he does it. But I have to ask. I hope one day he will just offer it up on his own! We'll see!

I am always checking my blog daily! I read Jenn's blog about baby Jude every day! I am addicted! Today I followed one of the blogs that she follows for a little girl names Maddie. I am devistated for this mother! I can only imagine what she is going through! As I was reading this blog through tear filled eyes, I was just thinking about my life, and my baby girl. I think about what type of life she will have and how she will be. I think about the things that I take for granted and the issues that I have during this pregnancy, which are far from health issues. I think that instead of me always worrying about dumb things, I should be so blessed and thankful that I am healthy and that my baby is healthy! You never know what can happen in life! Tomorrow is not promised! Here one day, gone the next! I am so happy to be pregnant and I know that we are going to be fine! But you just can't help but to be grateful that you haven't had any issues and that you more than likely will not. Life is so scary! Being an adult is so scary! Becoming a mother is so scary, and yet sooo exciting!

I just pray that these mother's that go through these tragic life experiences, or who lose their child, or who have to watch their child be in pain, are given the strength to realize how special they are for being chosen to have this life! It takes a special woman to be strong for that child. These blogs that I read just touch my heart! So more power to all of you! May God give you strength, and your familes strength! May you see all the good that you do! Your are truely beautfiul people! I am truely inspired by you!

I am really excited about my baby girl!!! I can't wait to get her nursery set up, and to wash all of her clothes! (i just wanted to state this) LOL:) Have a great week everyone!!

God Bless,
Kells

Happy Sunday! I am 24 weeks now and I can't believe it! I am so excited! I can't wait for my baby shower! I am so blessed that I get to be a mommy!

Well I have my next appt on Friday May 1st! I love hearing that sweet sound! The name that I have decided on is Mya. Tereance on the other hand, not so much! He says its too common! Whatever! What does he know! lol:) He does like Tatum though. I love this name! We are struggling with a middle name. We have Lynn, Jordynn, Janelle, or Jean. There are some others too! Hopefully we will be able to come to an agreement!

As it is very exciting that I am 24 weeks today, My grandmother is terminally ill. I have always been a part of her life but we have never really been that close. She is my Dad's mom and she is very sick! Last week she was FINE! Then she got a cold, and just wasn't eating! She really never eats. She is 80 years old and she weighs maybe 75 pound soaking wet! She drinks like a 250 pound man and smokes cigarette after cigarette! She is a feisty one!

Well she has COPD! Not sure what is stands for but it is very serious Emphazyma. (sp) So when she got this cold, she was using all her energy to breathe that is was just making her so weak! She was of course, admitted to the hospital and they put her on some steriods! Then it was all down hill from there. She stopped being able to focus on things, and then she didnt know who anyone was. Now she is incoharant (sp) and they are giving her a few days, maybe a week to live.

It's just sad because I know my Dad is so sad and it just breaks my heart for him! I just pray that God gives her the strength she needs to pass peacefully because she did come too yesterday and said she was scared! It was soooo sad! Its just sad when you loose a loved one, and especially when you have to watch them die! So just keep her in your prayers! I pray my Dad has the strength for what is in store! They have released her from the hospital and she is at my parents house on hospice! She has an oxygen mask because she can't breathe without it. she turns blue. That is what is going on in my life! I am sad but still very blessed!

I am just keeping up my spirits and making sure that I am ok for my baby! I know things happen for a reason and that this will be better for her! Just an update and great venting session! Thanks for reading!

God Bless,

Love,

Kells

WE ARE HAVING A BABY GIRL!!!!!

I am so excited! We had our doctor appt yesterday and we arrived at 9:55 for our 10am appt! It was great! I have only gained 4 pounds this time which is AWESOME!!!! Baby girl weighs 13 ounces! She is measuring perfect and is just already the most precious thing ever! She is a wiggle worm! She was all over the place!

Daddy is a little sad because he wanted a boy and he is going to get his heart broken by his daughter! She will have him wrapped around her finger! I already know it! I can't wait! lol:) She is going to be gorgeous! I am already sooo in love!

I wanted to update everyone! I will post sono pics when my freakin cam on my phone starts working! Love you all! God bless!

Love always,
Kells

WHAT GOING ON IN OUR LIFE'S?

So we have had alot going on and alot changing in the last few months. We got our first house! its wonderful! I have pics posted on Facebook and Myspace! I will post some on here at the end of this blog! It is so awesome! I am so glad that we have room for our little one, and that our dogs have a backyard! They love it! They never want to come in! They are so much more calm and just healthy!

We find out next Thursday what the sex of our bundle is going to be! I just can't wait! I think its going to be a girl but we shall see! Once we find out we can start the set up of the Nursery! I can't wait! Its going to be soooo sweet! I just am ecstatic to be a mother! I am excited for Tereance to be a father! We are going to be a family! I know that Tereance is going to be an amazing father!

My mom is finally getting excited! She is too cute! She bought me the first items for the baby! We got a diaper bag and 2 blankets! Amazing blankets at that! And some cute little white shirts! They are sooo precious! I can't wait to have a little body to put in them! Tereance's family is excited! This is our first child and his nephews are 5 and 6 so they are glad to have a new baby to watch get big!

With all the crazy things that happen in life and the stressful events, you must always remember that you are blessed! God has his hands on you and I know for sure that he is always watching over us, because without him I'm not sure where I would be! So Amen to that! Well I will post again when we find out! I will put some belly pics soon! Love you all!

God Bless,
Kells

UPDATE!!!

So I know its been awhile since I have blogged! I am now 17 weeks prego! Everything is going great! Still no morning sickness or anything! Thank goodness! I def have heartburn!! oh my do I ever! lol:)

We find out on April 2nd what we are having! I just want a healthy baby! Things are going smoothe so far! I went to the doctor on Wednesday and everything is normal! Still have that strong heartbeat! Then on Wednesday night when I got home from a LONG day and took off my shoes and socks.....MY ANKLES WERE HUGE!!!! So I have to elevate them now! lol:) I officially have kankles sometimes! not cute!

I got a baby bed from my cousin! She is awesome! We got a Eddie Bauer high chair and a cute little swing! I am so excited! I just can't wait to know what our little precious is going to be! I am now having to sleep on my side, and let me tell you.....I am not used to this! I def miss sleeping on my belly! I wake up atleast 2 times a night to pee! Its really annoying! lol:) I am saying goodbye to my lovely sleep already! goodness! It is def worth it! It seems like everyone is pregnant these days! I know atleast 6 girls that are preggers! Goodness! Its such a wonderful blessing!

Tereance and I got a house in Arlington and we moved in a week ago! I have nothing set up...lol and I really need to get on that because its a MESS! but goodness...I am tired! and def lazy! lol:) So my goal is to get that done tonight and tomorrow so I can post some photos for you all! We shall see! Well that is about all that is going on in the Govan house hold!

May everyone have a blessed weekend! Love you all!

Love,
Kells