Happy Sunday! I am 24 weeks now and I can't believe it! I am so excited! I can't wait for my baby shower! I am so blessed that I get to be a mommy!

Well I have my next appt on Friday May 1st! I love hearing that sweet sound! The name that I have decided on is Mya. Tereance on the other hand, not so much! He says its too common! Whatever! What does he know! lol:) He does like Tatum though. I love this name! We are struggling with a middle name. We have Lynn, Jordynn, Janelle, or Jean. There are some others too! Hopefully we will be able to come to an agreement!

As it is very exciting that I am 24 weeks today, My grandmother is terminally ill. I have always been a part of her life but we have never really been that close. She is my Dad's mom and she is very sick! Last week she was FINE! Then she got a cold, and just wasn't eating! She really never eats. She is 80 years old and she weighs maybe 75 pound soaking wet! She drinks like a 250 pound man and smokes cigarette after cigarette! She is a feisty one!

Well she has COPD! Not sure what is stands for but it is very serious Emphazyma. (sp) So when she got this cold, she was using all her energy to breathe that is was just making her so weak! She was of course, admitted to the hospital and they put her on some steriods! Then it was all down hill from there. She stopped being able to focus on things, and then she didnt know who anyone was. Now she is incoharant (sp) and they are giving her a few days, maybe a week to live.

It's just sad because I know my Dad is so sad and it just breaks my heart for him! I just pray that God gives her the strength she needs to pass peacefully because she did come too yesterday and said she was scared! It was soooo sad! Its just sad when you loose a loved one, and especially when you have to watch them die! So just keep her in your prayers! I pray my Dad has the strength for what is in store! They have released her from the hospital and she is at my parents house on hospice! She has an oxygen mask because she can't breathe without it. she turns blue. That is what is going on in my life! I am sad but still very blessed!

I am just keeping up my spirits and making sure that I am ok for my baby! I know things happen for a reason and that this will be better for her! Just an update and great venting session! Thanks for reading!

God Bless,

Love,

Kells