My CRAZY life!!!

2011-11-12T18:23:00.001-06:00

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Family eGuide

2011-10-07T09:30:00.002-05:00

Family eGuide is a newsletter that I get every week for Flower Mound, Lewisville, and Highland Village. It is like the GREATEST thing EVER! They give away SO much stuff and they have GREAT Deals! You can get coupons to entertainment stuff for you and hubby or for the kids! I am currently trying to win 4 tickets to Disney Live!

They gave away $5.00 Studio Movie Grill tickets yesterday and I have only been getting the newsletter for like a week! My sister introduced me to it and I am so reliant on the weekly update now because it is so great! If you want to sign up for the news letter or know more about them you can go to their facebook page https://www.facebook.com/pages/Family-eGuide/87202049660 and sign up for their email or their website at www.familyeguide.com.

Thanks for reading loves!!! Have a blessed day!!

I am SO NOT Athletic!

2011-05-18T08:48:00.006-05:00

So my parents were in town this weekend! I LOVE them! I was sad because we really didnt get to see much of them, but what time we did spend together was SO fun! We went to my sisters house and played outside the whole time!

Collin road his four wheeler and was tearin it up!!! Kolbey was riding some weird skateboard thing, and my child.....she was driving the police car! Aunt Tissue gave everyone a popsicle and Mya was driving popsicle drunk! At one point she crawled UNDERNEATH the car and got stuck and it was a big chaotic freak out, and she was just a little stuck! Kolbey was trying to push Mya and she wouldnt pick up her feet for him to do it! She was sooo funny!!!

Anyway, my point.....Kolbey was throwing this small rubber ball to me, and I just COULD NOT catch it so he just got to the point where he would just cruise by and hand it to me, then i tried to through it to him and I hit my BRAND NEW car! HA....it was REALLY sad! This was a SMALL rubber ball and we were less than 10 feet from each other and I could not throw nor catch the dumb thing! GOODNESS!!! I guess the women in my family are great at EVERYTHING but sports! HAHAH:) Check out my cute little photos:)

Happy Thursday Folks!!

2011-05-12T11:19:00.000-05:00

Today is Thursday May 12, 2011 and I am at work typing this blog when I have a MILLION AND ONE things to do! :) It has been a long time since I updated this blog but my SWEET and PRECIOUS sister is so dedicated to hers, and I read it faithfully! It always brightens my day, so I wanted to get mine back up and running!

So much has happened since the last time I updated this blog! Tereance and I are ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!! Finally!!!!!! I have put a pic of my ring up on this blog! My ring was my grandmothers! My Maw-Maw passed away in April of 2009 while I was pregnant with Mya. She did not get a chance to meet my precious Mya and I sure wish she would have! She left me her wedding ring. Flawless 40 year old diamonds! I am so grateful for this timeless gift! I will pass it along to my angel and she will pass it along to hers! I am part of an heirloom! I LOVE it! My grandmother was SASSY to say the least! I miss her and I hope that she knows how much her gift to me REALLY means! On my finger represents 40 years of love! I can ONLY hope that Tereance and I can reach that! We shall see! lol:) I kid I kid:)

I have a new job! I am working at ACEP (American College for Emergency Physicians) and I LOVE it! I work with 7 AMAZING women! They are all sweet and kind and SASSY!! I finally feel like I have reached the point of my career that I would like to be at and that I am doing what I will be doing for the rest of my life! It's a good feeling! You never know where life might take you but for now I am where I need to be in this aspect! My job is AWESOME!! I thank God everynight LITERALLY for this job!

My Mya is about to turn 2 and I am in party planning stages! It is stressful and I am freaking out because I have NO IDEA where I am going to have this said party! My apartment is DEF not big enough to host all of Miss Princess' guests, and the pool at our apartments has a 2o people limit for a party because we can't reserve it! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 20 people???? That is just our families ALONE! So that is a NEGATIVE! So I am wondering what I will come up with! But whatever it is will be FANTASTIC:)

Other than that I am just being me! Life is going and things are good! I would like to say this for those of you that are reading about me. I have been through SO much in past few years and while life is not perfect, not even close it is good! I am embracing motherhood and being there for my man and trying to give my daughter the life that I had as a kid! I had a pretty great childhood and I want nothing more than my daughter to have a GREAT childhood and I will do EVERYTHING in my power to give that to her! So.....I hope you all enjoyed my FIRST blog entry in my coming back! until tomorrow.....

God Bless:)

4sides of Motherhood!

2010-06-08T13:18:00.002-05:00

Hello everyone! It has been a really long time since I have updated this blog! I was always updating the other blog. I just wanted to give a quick update that we have deleted this blog.

For personal reasons that I will leave private we won't be updating it anymore. We each have our own personal blogs and you can follow them there.

lauraandjodyblalock.blogspot.com
lifethroughthehayes.blogspot.com

I hope that all of you will follow me still! Thanks

A short update!!

2010-04-15T15:20:00.002-05:00

So I have started an new trend with my girls and my sister! My best friends and I have started a blog about our adventures in motherhood! We will be sharing our trials and tribulations as we embark on this scary and amazing journey! IT is SO cute! Please follow along with!

http://4sidesofmotherhood.blogspot.com/

2010-03-09T09:45:00.002-06:00

Its been so long since I have updated my blog! I keep up with everyone Else's blog but my own! So much has happened since the last time I updated this thing!

As you can see I have a healthy 6 1/2 month old baby girl! She will be 7 months on the 14th! She is the light of my life! She is absolutely gorgeous and FULL of personality! She is my sidekick! Mya laughs, and giggles and screams! She LOVES sponge bob and her bounce bounce seat! She is sitting all by herself with no help, and sometimes I think she will walk before she crawls!

Tereance and I are blessed by this little angel! She always puts a smile on our faces! She is one happy girl! She weighs 17 1/2 pounds and is 24 3/4 long! She is in the 75th percentile for her weight and height....and...dun dun dun.....90th percentile for her fat wittle head! lol:) She goes to daycare and she loves her teacher which I am so glad about! I didn't want to put her in daycare but mommy and daddy both work full time and we don't have other options! I sure wish my mom still lived in Flower Mound!

My bestest girlfriend had a little girl in December so Mya already has a best friend! I am so in love with my daughter! She is the reason for everything I do! I never knew how much I would change until I brought her into this world! I have grown so much and I am learning so much! I don't know if we are going to have anymore cause these little boogers are work! Lol:) But if they are as amazing as Mya...I could have a dozen! lol:)

Labor with Mya was AWFUL! My epidural wore off at a 7 and so I went all natural!!! OH MY!! Talk about some pain! I was in labor for 14 1/2 hours and she weighed 7lbs 2oz and was 19 1/2 inches long! I never updated on here when I had her so I thought I would share my experience! Life is moving fast and I sure am trying to savor every moment with my precious baby girl!

Life In General!

2009-06-02T14:52:00.002-05:00

So I am now almost 30 weeks pregnant and let me just tell you that my hormones have completely gone bazerk!!!!! I laugh, cry, scream, sulk, and all of the above. You name the emotion, I am giving out examples of it! I am most of the time MAD! I can't stand the way people drive. I want to get out of the car and knock on their window, and when they roll it down......I WANT TO SLAP THEM!! I invision it all the time! SERIOUSLY! Every morning I talk to my mom on the phone while we drive to work and I am constantly bitching about North Texas Drivers! COME ON PEOPLE!!! STEP ON THE DAMN GAS!! (you see my frustration). Tereance gets on my last nerve half of the time because he doesn't understand what it's like to be a blimp, and he really doesn't offer much help. Don't get me wrong, if I need him to help me do something he does it. But I have to ask. I hope one day he will just offer it up on his own! We'll see!

I am always checking my blog daily! I read Jenn's blog about baby Jude every day! I am addicted! Today I followed one of the blogs that she follows for a little girl names Maddie. I am devistated for this mother! I can only imagine what she is going through! As I was reading this blog through tear filled eyes, I was just thinking about my life, and my baby girl. I think about what type of life she will have and how she will be. I think about the things that I take for granted and the issues that I have during this pregnancy, which are far from health issues. I think that instead of me always worrying about dumb things, I should be so blessed and thankful that I am healthy and that my baby is healthy! You never know what can happen in life! Tomorrow is not promised! Here one day, gone the next! I am so happy to be pregnant and I know that we are going to be fine! But you just can't help but to be grateful that you haven't had any issues and that you more than likely will not. Life is so scary! Being an adult is so scary! Becoming a mother is so scary, and yet sooo exciting!

I just pray that these mother's that go through these tragic life experiences, or who lose their child, or who have to watch their child be in pain, are given the strength to realize how special they are for being chosen to have this life! It takes a special woman to be strong for that child. These blogs that I read just touch my heart! So more power to all of you! May God give you strength, and your familes strength! May you see all the good that you do! Your are truely beautfiul people! I am truely inspired by you!

I am really excited about my baby girl!!! I can't wait to get her nursery set up, and to wash all of her clothes! (i just wanted to state this) LOL:) Have a great week everyone!!

God Bless,
Kells

2009-04-26T12:51:00.002-05:00

Happy Sunday! I am 24 weeks now and I can't believe it! I am so excited! I can't wait for my baby shower! I am so blessed that I get to be a mommy!

Well I have my next appt on Friday May 1st! I love hearing that sweet sound! The name that I have decided on is Mya. Tereance on the other hand, not so much! He says its too common! Whatever! What does he know! lol:) He does like Tatum though. I love this name! We are struggling with a middle name. We have Lynn, Jordynn, Janelle, or Jean. There are some others too! Hopefully we will be able to come to an agreement!

As it is very exciting that I am 24 weeks today, My grandmother is terminally ill. I have always been a part of her life but we have never really been that close. She is my Dad's mom and she is very sick! Last week she was FINE! Then she got a cold, and just wasn't eating! She really never eats. She is 80 years old and she weighs maybe 75 pound soaking wet! She drinks like a 250 pound man and smokes cigarette after cigarette! She is a feisty one!

Well she has COPD! Not sure what is stands for but it is very serious Emphazyma. (sp) So when she got this cold, she was using all her energy to breathe that is was just making her so weak! She was of course, admitted to the hospital and they put her on some steriods! Then it was all down hill from there. She stopped being able to focus on things, and then she didnt know who anyone was. Now she is incoharant (sp) and they are giving her a few days, maybe a week to live.

It's just sad because I know my Dad is so sad and it just breaks my heart for him! I just pray that God gives her the strength she needs to pass peacefully because she did come too yesterday and said she was scared! It was soooo sad! Its just sad when you loose a loved one, and especially when you have to watch them die! So just keep her in your prayers! I pray my Dad has the strength for what is in store! They have released her from the hospital and she is at my parents house on hospice! She has an oxygen mask because she can't breathe without it. she turns blue. That is what is going on in my life! I am sad but still very blessed!

I am just keeping up my spirits and making sure that I am ok for my baby! I know things happen for a reason and that this will be better for her! Just an update and great venting session! Thanks for reading!

God Bless,

Love,

Kells

WE ARE HAVING A BABY GIRL!!!!!

2009-04-03T12:07:00.002-05:00

I am so excited! We had our doctor appt yesterday and we arrived at 9:55 for our 10am appt! It was great! I have only gained 4 pounds this time which is AWESOME!!!! Baby girl weighs 13 ounces! She is measuring perfect and is just already the most precious thing ever! She is a wiggle worm! She was all over the place!

Daddy is a little sad because he wanted a boy and he is going to get his heart broken by his daughter! She will have him wrapped around her finger! I already know it! I can't wait! lol:) She is going to be gorgeous! I am already sooo in love!

I wanted to update everyone! I will post sono pics when my freakin cam on my phone starts working! Love you all! God bless!

Love always,
Kells

WHAT GOING ON IN OUR LIFE'S?

2009-03-26T09:57:00.003-05:00

So we have had alot going on and alot changing in the last few months. We got our first house! its wonderful! I have pics posted on Facebook and Myspace! I will post some on here at the end of this blog! It is so awesome! I am so glad that we have room for our little one, and that our dogs have a backyard! They love it! They never want to come in! They are so much more calm and just healthy!

We find out next Thursday what the sex of our bundle is going to be! I just can't wait! I think its going to be a girl but we shall see! Once we find out we can start the set up of the Nursery! I can't wait! Its going to be soooo sweet! I just am ecstatic to be a mother! I am excited for Tereance to be a father! We are going to be a family! I know that Tereance is going to be an amazing father!

My mom is finally getting excited! She is too cute! She bought me the first items for the baby! We got a diaper bag and 2 blankets! Amazing blankets at that! And some cute little white shirts! They are sooo precious! I can't wait to have a little body to put in them! Tereance's family is excited! This is our first child and his nephews are 5 and 6 so they are glad to have a new baby to watch get big!

With all the crazy things that happen in life and the stressful events, you must always remember that you are blessed! God has his hands on you and I know for sure that he is always watching over us, because without him I'm not sure where I would be! So Amen to that! Well I will post again when we find out! I will put some belly pics soon! Love you all!

God Bless,
Kells

UPDATE!!!

2009-03-07T15:20:00.002-06:00

So I know its been awhile since I have blogged! I am now 17 weeks prego! Everything is going great! Still no morning sickness or anything! Thank goodness! I def have heartburn!! oh my do I ever! lol:)

We find out on April 2nd what we are having! I just want a healthy baby! Things are going smoothe so far! I went to the doctor on Wednesday and everything is normal! Still have that strong heartbeat! Then on Wednesday night when I got home from a LONG day and took off my shoes and socks.....MY ANKLES WERE HUGE!!!! So I have to elevate them now! lol:) I officially have kankles sometimes! not cute!

I got a baby bed from my cousin! She is awesome! We got a Eddie Bauer high chair and a cute little swing! I am so excited! I just can't wait to know what our little precious is going to be! I am now having to sleep on my side, and let me tell you.....I am not used to this! I def miss sleeping on my belly! I wake up atleast 2 times a night to pee! Its really annoying! lol:) I am saying goodbye to my lovely sleep already! goodness! It is def worth it! It seems like everyone is pregnant these days! I know atleast 6 girls that are preggers! Goodness! Its such a wonderful blessing!

Tereance and I got a house in Arlington and we moved in a week ago! I have nothing set up...lol and I really need to get on that because its a MESS! but goodness...I am tired! and def lazy! lol:) So my goal is to get that done tonight and tomorrow so I can post some photos for you all! We shall see! Well that is about all that is going on in the Govan house hold!

May everyone have a blessed weekend! Love you all!

Love,
Kells

just feeling like rambling....

2009-01-20T17:19:00.002-06:00

So today work is crazy! I am a manager at an internet company in Los Colinas. I manage a team of 7 employees on their performance and everything else. Sometimes it is so stressful! I love it though! But man! Today is just draining! This week is draining and its only Tuesday!

On a lighter not...well not really! Tereance and I are house hunting. Its fun! But crazy! so much to do! We dont have alot of time! I think we found one but we are waiting! and then waiting some more! I really pray it all works out because this baby deserves the best that it's parents have! Our dogs deserve a yard and my husband and I deserve something nice for a change! Our life has been difficult to say the least! We are so blessed though because by God's grace and his grace only we are both still here! We are together and happy! Despite what all said!

I am officially 10 weeks and 3 days pregnant! 2 more weeks and a few days and the first trimester is over! My next doctor's appt is February 13th and I get to hear the heartbeat again! I love that sound! Then the appt after that is the sex finding out! How exciting! I am so excited about being pregnant! Its so wonderful! I have been blessed for no sickness and pretty easy pregnancy so far! Thank you God! Let's hope it stays this way till labor! lol:)

Well the day is almost over! Thank goodness! I worked late today! I am beat! Time to go home and kick up my paws! lol:) See the hubbs and relax! I love you all! Thanks for listening to my randomness! God Bless and oh......WE MADE HISTORY TODAY! BARACK OBAMA IS OFFICIALLY PRESIDENT! SO AMAZING! GOD IS GOOD!! LET'S HOPE THIS IS THE BEST LIKE I THINK ITS GOING TO BE!

love,
Kells

Doc Appt Update!!

2009-01-13T12:26:00.002-06:00

So we went to the Doc yesterday and had some blood work done. I got lots of books to read and some more prenatal vitamins! I got a prescription for them and lots of helpful information. It was so exciting!

Tereance and I met at home and road together to the appt! He was a nerd the whole time and was horrified at the vaginal exam! Bahaha! But he was a good sport and I am so glad that he came with me to the appt! I just love him! He is going to be such a good father! We heard that precious sound of the baby's heartbeat and got some pictures! It was so sweet! I was so mezmorized! I can't believe I have this little life growing inside of me! What an amazing experience this is going to be!

We set up to have a test for mental retardation and some other things, but I don't think I am going to have it done. They can be false negative and just scarey! I want my baby either way so I think we are going to just pray for a healthy and happy baby! I am confident that we will have both of those! I know this is going to be a great journey and I am so excited! My next appt is February 13th and then in March we find out the sex of the baby! That will be the greatest one!

TGIF!!!

2009-01-09T08:32:00.003-06:00

I am so glad that it is Friday! So on Monday we here the hearbeat of our beautiful little miracle that God has blessed us with! I just want it to be Monday! It seems like its taking forever to get there! I mean seriously! I still dont feel pregnant! Except for that today I am very hormonal! I am irritated! lol:) and I really want to go back to sleep! I still am having no morning sickness or anything!

I can't believe I am going to have a baby! Its just amazing! I am emotional though! I have noticed that! I am 8 1/2 weeks now and will be 9 weeks on Sunday! I am almost out of the woods! Just 3 more weeks! I can't wait to get a belly! Its going to be great! Tereance is excited! I don't think it has quite hit him yet! Im sure on Monday it will! Because we dont feel pregnant and can't see it! It's very annoying! lol:)

Well I will update on Monday after the appt and let everyone know how it goes! I am so excited to be a mother! I pray that I am great and that God just lets us have a healthy baby and a healthy pregnancy! Happy 2009!!!

God Bless,
Kells

HAPPY 2009!!!

2009-01-02T09:44:00.003-06:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IS 2009!! LOTS WILL HAPPEN THIS YEAR I AM SURE! I WILL BECOME A PARENT AND MY SISTER WILL BE HAVING HER 2ND BABY! I WILL GET TO SPEND THE WHOLE YEAR WITH MY BABY AND WE CAN PUT THE HORRORS OF 2008 BEHIND US!

MOST PEOPLE DONT KNOW ALOT ABOUT WHAT THAT YEAR WAS LIKE FOR ME, BUT LETS JUST SAY IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT FOR MOST OF IT! I STRUGGLED AND WAS SAD ALOT! MY GIRLS BROUGHT ME THROUGH AND I MADE IT! THANK GOODNESS! I BUILT A STRONGER RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST AND HE HAS MADE ME WHO I AM! I HAVE SO MUCH GROWING TO DO WITH GOD BUT I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HIS SUPPORT AND STRENGTH! HE REALLY WILL PULL YOU THROUGH ANYTHING! ITS SO HARD SOMETIMES BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP YOUR FAITH! ITS REALLY HARD WHEN IT SEEMS THAT NOTHING IS GOING YOUR WAY! BUT IT SURE DOES COME AROUND AND GET BETTER! BELIEVE THAT!

ON ANOTHER NOTE...I AM REALLY SAD THAT I AM AT WORK TODAY! I HAD REQUESTED OFF AND OF COURSE IT GOT DENIED! UGH! SO I AM HERE! I AM TIRED! I AM ALWAYS TIRED! ALL I EVER WANNA DO IS SLEEP! ITS CRAZY! I JUST PRAY THAT WE HAVE NO MORE BAD THINGS HAPPEN LIKE THEY DID IN 07 AND CARRIED OVER TO LAST YEAR! I PRAY WE STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY AND ON THE RIGHT TRACK!

WELL I AM DONE BLABBING! HAPPY NEW YEAR AND GOD BLESS!!!

LOVE,
KELLS

UPDATE...

2008-12-29T17:11:00.002-06:00

As promised, I said that I would update about my mother's response to the pregnancy! She was, let's just say, less than thrilled. It actually went a little better than I had expected. I thought she may cry or freak out. She just told me that I needed to be prepared and that I needed to take care of myself. She said that I was in for a big responsiblility and that I was an adult and that she can't say anything anymore. To be honest, not exactly the response that you want to hear from your mother when you are telling her YOU ARE PREGNANT!!! But my mother has a fancy way of making things about her. I love her, please don't think that in anyway that I am disrespecting her or being hateful. I am just venting about how she makes me feel. anyway, there was no asking of how i was feeling or anything! I know my parents are exactly happy that I am having a baby out of wedlock but still!

When I got off the phone with my mom I just cried! I just want her to be excited and start planning! I want her to give me advice and help me out! I know eventually it will get there! But it just makes me sad that they spend so much time judging and worrying about how they feel instead of enjoying their children and their grandchildren. They miss out on so much because we all feel the need to prove ourselves to them and that just makes me sad! So in the end I told her and my dad and I am relieved! Now the process of them excepting this will start and we can get past it so I can enjoy my mother while I am pregnant!

On the other hand.. My sisters are very supportive and Jennifer (my middle sis) answers all my questions. She is 13 weeks pregnant and so we are going through this together! I'm glad I have someone who can share this with me! My bestest Vanessa is also pregnant! She is almost 6 months! So we will def have babies that will be besties like us! I can't wait!

I am anxious for my doctors appt! I still have 2 weeks! So I will continue to keep you updated! Happy New Year!

God Bless,
Kells

another holiday come and gone......

2008-12-28T21:00:00.001-06:00

Well I can't believe Christmas has come and gone and 2009 is here! I am sad that I am not going to be able to drink this New Years! I will be the DD! Whatever! But I am excited about the wonderful life that we are bringing into this world!

I had a good holiday! I missed my family because this was the first Christmas that I spent without my parents! I saw them the weekend before, but I have never spend the actual day without them! Atleast Christmas Eve! And they were down the street! Now they are 2 hours away! Anyway! We are blessed no matter what!

I told my Mom today about my pregnancy! I have so much to say about it and I will be venting on here tomorrow! Because as you know I love my mother to death but it just breaks my heart sometimes about the way things go with my parents! Well I will post tomorrow with details on the news. I love you all! Happy New Year!

God Bless,
kells

It's Christmas Eve! Yaya!!

2008-12-24T07:35:00.002-06:00

I love Christmas! Its kind of bittersweet though! It used to be about me and now its about everyone else's kids! I mean don't get me wrong! I am so excited for the little ones that get to experience Christmas the way we do! I pray that I am able to give my children the wonderful Christmas's that my parents gave my sister's and I! They were so amazing! I had the best Christmas's as a child! Seriously they were the greatest! Best memories of my life! Now I am grown and have a baby on the way and am going last minute shopping tonight for Tereance's family! lol:) I just miss being a kid sometimes cause I miss my parents! They live far away and are getting older and things are just different! It's all apart of life! But hey we have to grow up!

I am so glad to have my baby home this year! Last year he was gone and we didn't get to spend any holidays together and I am just so glad that I have this time with him! He is just great! I love him so much! He is the cutest thing ever!

My sister in law is coming into town today! I love My Nikki!! She is great! I am really excited to see her and Q and the boys! Its been too long! I think we may go to Kerrville for New Years! That will be fun! I love the holidays! They are so bittersweet like I said though! Ugh! lol:) Well I love you all and Merry Christmas!! Be safe and God Bless!!

Love always,

Kells

(Christmas Vacation, by far the best Christmas movie ever made!)

Update!!!!

2008-12-23T08:42:00.003-06:00

So I went to the Doctor yesterday and I am officially pregnant. I am six weeks along. My first OB appt is going to be on January 12th at 2:30pm. Iwill hear the heartbeat! I am so excited! I am going to tell my parents this weekend or next! I am still so scared! I wanted to let everyone know what was going on! We are super excited and again just praying for a healthy baby and pregnancy!

oh...and did anyone see the angel in North Carolina? That is so amazing! God is so wonderful! Thank him in everything you do!

Have a great week! 2 more days till Christmas! How exciting!
God Bless,

Kells

It's Monday! Oh Joy!

2008-12-22T08:35:00.002-06:00

Well it is lovely Monday and here I sit at my desk! I am waiting till 9 o'clock so I can call the doctor and get my blood test results and make my first appt to hear my baby's heart beat! I can't help but pray to God that we have a healthy pregnancy the first time around! I hear so many sad stories and I know God gave us this for a reason and we will have a healthy baby! I just pray that the first trimester goes by fast! Lord I pray that you bless this family and this child! That you give us strength and watch over my body as this miracle is growing! May you bless everyone as much as you have blessed my family and may you be there for us every step of the way! You are the reason for all of this and I am so thankful for our relationship! You are an amazing God! AMEN! This is short just wanted to say a pray for our baby and for everyone else! Happy holiday!!

God Bless,

Kells

WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-19T09:14:00.002-06:00

OH GOD I AM SO EXCITED!!! ITS WONDERFUL! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WELL AS SAID BEFORE I WAS REALLY LATE AND WASNT SURE. WEDNESDAY NIGHT WE TOOK A TEST AND IT WAS ONE FAINT LINE AND ONE SOLID LINE. THEN THURSDAY MORNING I TOOK ANOTHER AND 2 LINES IT WAS!!!! I WENT TO THE DOCTOR YESTERDAY TO HAVE A BLOOD TEST JUST TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OK AND TO SCHEDULE MY FIRST APPT!!! I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT! UNEXPECTED YES BUT WE ARE SO EXCITED! I AM SCARED TO TELL MY PARENTS! THAT IS GOING TO BE A MOMENT! IT MAKES ME SAD BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE CAN TELL THEIR FAMILIES AND THEY WILL BE HAPPY AND EXCITED AND IMMEDIATELY START PLANNING!

YOU SEE...IT HAS BEEN ROUGH ON MY PARENTS BECAUSE TEREANCE AND I ARE INTERRACIAL..OBVIOUSLY....AND THAT IS NEW FOR THEM. THINGS WERE ROCKY WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING AND MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS DWINDLED IN THE TIME. NOT THAT I AM PROUD OF THAT BUT I NEEDED TO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING AND FIGURE OUT HOW I WAS GOING TO PUT THE 2 TOGETHER AND JUST BE HAPPY! WELL THIS YEAR THAT HAS HAPPENED! I HAVE MATURED AND GROWN! TEREANCE AND I ARE CRAZY ABOUT EACH OTHER AND THINGS ARE GOING SO WELL FOR US! HE ATTENDED THANKSGIVING WITH MY FAMILY AT MY SISTERS HOUSE...THIS WAS HUGE!!! AND WE ARE GOING TO MY PARENTS TOMORROW FOR CHRISTMAS WITH THEM!

TEREANCE'S FAMILY OF COURSE IS EXCITED! I AM SO GLAD THAT WE ALWAYS KNOW THAT ONE SIDE IS GOING TO BE SUPPORTIVE! SOMETIMES I JUST WISH THAT WAS MY SIDE! BUT THINGS ARE ALWAYS EASY AND PEOPLE DONT ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU WANT THEM TO! I LOVE MY FAMILY WITH ALL MY HEART! MY MOM IS SO AMAZING! I JUST WISH THAT SHE WOULD WANT THIS AS MUCH AS I DO! MAKES ME SAD!

BUT A CHILD IS A BLESSING FROM GOD! I HAVE THE BEST MAN AND HE IS GOING TO BE THE GREATEST FATHER! I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THIS AND WE ARE PRAYING FOR A HEALTHY PREGNANCY AND FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER US AND GUIDE US!

WE ARE LOOKING TO MOVE IN FEBRUARY TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND BETTER! OUT DOGGIES NEED A BIG YARD AND NOW WITH THE BABY ON THE WAY THEY DEF NEED ONE! DEISEL IS A FREAK AND HE NEEDS TO RUN ALL THE TIME! LOL:) I SERIOUSLY THINK SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THAT DOG! HE IS MISSING SOME PARTS OF HIS BRAIN! BUT NON THE LESS HE IS MY BABY FOR NOW AND LOVES HIS MAMA! I LOVE HIM TOO! JASMAINE IS GETTING OLD! LOL:) SHE IS A BITTY! BUT I LOVE HER TOO! SHE IS DADDY'S BABY GIRL!

I LIKE WRITING IN THIS BLOG! I REALLY DONT EVEN THINK ANYONE READS IT...BUT EITHER WAY ITS REALLY THERAPUTIC! I AM GLAD TO HAVE SOMEWHERE TO VENT! SO YES MAYBE I AM CRAZY FOR DOING ON THE INTERNET BUT HEY.....I GOTTA GET SOME OF THIS OFF MY CHEST!

AGAIN I AM SO ECSTATIC ABOUT MY PRECIOUS BUNDLE OF JOY! I HOPE WE HAVE A GIRL! BUT A HEALTHY BABY IS ALL I WANT! GOD IS GREAT!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND GOD BLESS,

LOVE,
KELLS

WELL THIS IS WHAT THAT IS....

2008-12-15T08:40:00.002-06:00

So it is December 15. 2008 and I am officially a week late. I am scared and nervous and excited. This is nothing short of a blessing from God if I am going to have a baby. I am really scared to tell my mother because Tereance and I arent legally married yet. We are going to get married next year. This is the man I will be with forever! No question! I dont want to rush and get married because we are pregnant! We are going to get married because we are soul mates! I know my mom is going to FREAK OUT! I haven't found out for sure yet! But a week late? anyway! I just needed to vent because I am excited and scared and nervous all at the sametime! Tereance is nervous and excited! This is just crazy! I will keep you all posted if anyone even reads this blog! lol:) We shall know in a few weeks for sure!

So I Am Excited and Irritated at The Same Time.......

2008-12-02T07:51:00.002-06:00

Ok, so we are supposed to be getting a new truck today and I am really excited! But I want to say that it really sucks that you work your ass off for something and then when you get paid because you are in a higher tax bracket you get crazy amounts of taxes taken out! This is just ridiculous!!! For one week I worked 52 hours! wahoo....WRONG!! They taxed my check 300.00!! for one week! I will never see that money! I will be lucky if my income tax return is 1500.00! I am so irritated! It sucks that the more money you make the more they take! I work my ass off and there are people who do nothing and collect free money all day! Just pisses me off! I am paying for those people to collect free money all day! The world is really jacked up! It's better not to even work! ugh! and forget making what your salary really is! cause the taxes are gonna take you down to a hole lot less! Whatever! I know I am going off, but come on! Unless you have kids you are paying for people to sit on their ASS! Yes there are the few that really need help! But I know more than a few who are fine and capable of working and choose not too because they are lazy! So that just makes me wanna cry because I would love to sit on my ass and get paid! Shoot! MUST BE NICE! Whatever I am done going off! I just needed to vent! I feel better!

On a lighter note.....lol
Tereance and I gave our dogs a bath last night! They are too funny! Then we went and has dinner at a friends house! Steak and Potatoes! Yummy! We really didn't do anything exciting! I was pooped! These crazy hours at the office and no sleep is really killing me! But I love my job and so we gotta do what we gotta do! Tereance has been on vacation this past week and goes back to work tomorrow so he will feel my pain! lol:) He works just as crazy hours! But I don't really have anything exciting to talk about! Thanks for reading if you do!

God Bless,
Kells

OMG!

2008-12-01T10:06:00.000-06:00

I can't for the life of me figure out how to make this cute! so if anyone reads this please email me and tell me how to make my blog decoratively cute! Its really frustrating me!

Anyway, So it's Monday and I so don't want to be working! I haven't had a day off in a week! We are trying to get a truck for Tereance, and we are supposed to go sign the papers and pick it up tomorrow! I pray that everything goes smoothley because you know how buying a car can be nasty! They scam you and blah blah blah! But I know God is watching over us and we will get it!

I put up my Christmas Tree this weekend! I am so proud of it! I can't wait to go get some more decorations! I love Christmas! Did I say I didn't want to be at work? UGH! My life is pretty boring! Hopefully I can figure out this DAMN BLOG! and post some pics and stuff! Until the next one!

God Bless,

Kells

My first Blog!

2008-11-30T17:44:00.001-06:00

So I occasionally read some old friends blogs and they are so precious! I have been inspired to write one of my own! First off, Tereance and I have been together for 2 and a half years! We have been through alot! We have be seperated by distance for a year and a half and as of September 3rd we were reunited! We made it through the long distance and it was hard but amazing of course! He is a great man! I am a very blessed woman! We are not "technically" married yet, but I love the fact of having his last name so I use it! Lol:) I know...jumpin the gun a little...but whatever! He is great to me and we love life! We can't wait to by a house and have babies! We currently live in Lewisville with our 2 pit bulls! Jasmine and Deisel! They are a mess but we love them to pieces! I am a supervisor for an Internet Company in Los Colinas, and Tereance is a Carpenter! He seems to like it so far, he just started last month! So pray for us that our lives continue in this great direction! So onto our lives!

Thursday, Thanksgiving!

We went to my sister's house to have a great Turkey lunch! There was lots of food and my entire family made it! My grandma's were meeting Tereance for the first time and it was just precious! We then went to Tereance's mom for dinner! I love her! She is the greatest woman! (besides my mother of course:))! I can't wait for Christmas! My sis-n-law and bestest friend is coming into town with our nephew's and Tereance's brother! It's gonna be great!

On Friday we had a surprise part for Laura Beth...My bestest girlfriend since forever! It was so cute! I will post pics later when her sister sends them to me! Then on Saturday I had to work.....boo and we did nothing! lol:) I am excited to start this blog and its nice to have somewhere to share your story! God Bless and Happy Holidays!!